Are these dreams and signs from God? HELP PLEASE!!!?

Oh my goodness, I once use to be like this. I think you need to stop this. It seems your focus is on this and only this. Do God's work don't WORRY about the rest. I know people use to say this to me too. Amazing I just could not see it then. I see it now even better by reading your post. You are asking me and everyone else that which you asked God and because you don't know His answer you go running to everyone else to get the answer. (No put downs just stating my observation). You need to find peace - looking all over for the answer won't bring you that. And yes this could be the work of satan if you let it. So stop and please refocus your eyes on the ONLY one you need to keep your eyes on. God's will and your ministry remember? Peace to you.